This Is My Life

I created my own world
Where I can free myself
I can fly without limitations
Where my thoughts are free from oppression .....

I don't care what others might say
My world is in different way
I'm on a state of oblivion to pain
Where my existence has so much to gain .....

My world is unique
I can spread my wings up high
To reach my destiny
Without any difficulty .....

This is my life, free of stress and worry
Creating my own happiness and glee
Where my imagination enjoys so much liberty
And forever I can live with so much dignity .....

Somebody

I'm alone, nestled in a world of solitude
Longing ....
I want somebody
Who will understand me ....
Somebody ... I can cry on
Who will embrace my situation ...
Somebody ... I can share to
My laughter and my sorrow ....
Somebody ... who will love me
Forever ... and unconditionally

Father

Today, June 15 is Father's Day. I called my Father this morning to greet him and I was so lucky that he was there in our house to answer the phone. He was very happy then to hear my voice and I'm very glad about it. Honestly, I was not closed to my father as what I used to be with my mother. But as years passed by, my longing for him begins to be intense. There is a deep emotion from me that I want to share it with him. Maybe because I had not shown him any affection whatsoever when we were together when I'm in the Philippines. There are times my father and I had differences and arguments. I believed thats a normal process between a father and son relationship. I had realized that I'm lucky that my father is still alive giving me a very good reason to stay strong in the midst of my own life in Saudi Arabia. He is there to adviced me to take care of myself, to remind me to thank God for all the blessings his giving me and remind me to pray at all times and be patient in life. After all, my father is still my father no matter what. He is the foundation of our family and he is the provider of our needs during our younger years. He might not be a perfect father, but I considered him the best I've ever got. I missed him so much.

Father, you made me strong

Your words are my strength during my loneliness

You give me hope and guided me

In my life in the desert which is solitary

You had inspired me to endure inspite of difficulty.

Father, I' am very sorry

For all the things that I made you angry

During our arguments I had spoken to you badly

I realized that you are right to tell me

The good side of life I need to follow patiently.

Father, I still remember those happy days

When I was young, we used to hop and play

Every Sunday you bring us to church and pray

We eat at a kiosk with lots of food on the tray

Till we end up full and tired, then sleep all day.

Father, you will always be in my heart

Like my mother you are a special person on earth

I will take care of you until your last breathe

I will give you my time to catch up our lost bonding

You will never regret your life because its enduring.

Father, I wish you well

Take care of yourself and always be agile

I know your an athletic person up to this day

Who constantly walk and run in every way

Father, take good of yourself ... and always take care!

Essence

As the wind blows kissing my face
I remember our days when we were together
Your soft touch and sweet caress
Keeps me tender to my longing sadness

As time goes by I’m missing you so much
The laughter, the joy that we share through times
I cherish those moments and lingers on my mind
How could I forget it, you become part of my life

When I look around in the midst of a rainy day
I always catch a glimpse of your endearing face
The times when we are soak to the wet weather
Together we take the pleasure like a small child’s play

As we jointly grace in a Wednesday mass
Praying for a request that we never be apart
The essence of love that we share at the moment
Be blessed by his caring and nurturing hands

Although we are miles away
We never forget each others path
As if we are near to each further life
Because of the messages that you convey to my mind

So far but nearly yet
The essence of love grows more and alive
Even the absence of a physical divine
Will endure forever through the test of time

(to Violy)

The Magic of Perfume

The fragrance of a perfume makes me crazy. I can never live my life without wearing it. If there is something fetish that I would consider, it is all about perfume. Since I started collecting perfumes (expensive ones) my life was never the same again. People would asked me several times what’s the name of my perfume I’m wearing. They are mesmerized by the aura and the distinctive scent of it. No matter what, it’s a confidence booster for myself because I’am being noticed. If money makes the whole world go round, for me, perfume makes my whole world go crazy! There is something mysterious about it, a potion so magical you cannot resist, that’s why I kept wearing them for long.

JOOP Go! By Wolfgang Joop – How could I resist wearing this eau de toilette natural spray wherever I go? Joop Go is my number one list of my perfume collection (the fact I bought two 100 ml bottle for a price of 210 SR each (56 Dollars). Back in 1998, I was using Joop Homme and still the fragrance lingers on my mind. Now that Wolfgang Joop introduces his new line of Joop natural spray, I can say Joop Go is irresistible and awesome. I certainly agree that Joop Go is the best smelling fragrance of Wolfgang Joop. The fragrance of oranges and berries, these two smells blend together to create a fresh smelling fragrance that is both woody and light in stages. Joop Go was marketed as a summery fruity fragrance that is very versatile and sweet smelling. I believe this perfume has the kind of smell at the right time at any time of the year which is a great thing to have about fragrance. The fragrance has a long lasting smell (imagine working at 7:00 am to 4:30 pm) and the fragrance is still there even after my shower at 9:00 pm. The bottle is attractive and it is also stylish. The box is metallic green which is also attention getter. It is pleasing to the eyes I swear.

Tommy Hilfiger Cologne Spray (100 ml) - The cologne is a wonderful scent. I bought this cologne for a price of 250 Riyals (67 Dollars) with a Backpack gift which eventually I gave to my favourite brother Raynold. I was using this cologne for 3 years now and the smell is sensational. I remember one of my officemates who always asked me what perfume I wear and he couldn’t resist to embraced me because of the freshness and wonderful scent it has.

For a starter, the cologne is a tangy citrus, cranberry and cinnamon apple pie scent, a warm and comfortable fragrance and it is recommended for daytime lasting for 6 to 10 hours.

Cool Water by Davidoff – Actually this cologne was a birthday gift to me. The first time I wear it, my sister asked me what perfume I’m wearing. She just love it. When I came back from my vacation she told me to buy one for her. To make the story short, I bought her one and I started using it as often as I can. Cool Water is an amazing fragrance plus so crisp and fresh. Like other colognes and perfumes, it stays with me all through the day and received many compliments. Cool Water cologne is a nice casual fragrance best suited for warmer weather which the brand name suggests. Cool Water for hot weather.

DUNHILL Fresh for Men (100 ml) Eau de Toilette – Irresistible, fresh, masculine, nice, clean and powerful scent! Dunhill fresh is really a knockout perfume for me. This perfume is also on the top of my list. I got plenty of compliments about how great I smell, from my colleagues and strangers. They seems to be magically attached to this perfume that they ask me what perfume I wear. I love this Dunhill Fresh. I always wear it whenever I go, ordinary days or for special occasion. I may say that it is not overpowering yet still strong, really fresh and very manly. Bought this perfume for SR 254 at Gazzaz.

For a starter, the fragrance announces itself with crisp and clean overtones, blending a refined character with a lasting impression of basil, freesia and green notes. Unexpected zesty, invigorating elements follow, stimulating and rejuvenating the senses with violet, watery floral, and orris. Sparkling, transparent notes clear the mind: infuse it with cool, calm freshness of cedarwood, a woody leather accord, amber, coumarin, and patchouli. The cool aqua color gives an immediate visual impression of irresistible refreshment.

Acqua de Gio by Giorgio Armani (100 ml) – I bought this perfume for a price of 275 Saudi Riyals (73 Dollars) at Gazzaz, one of the leading perfume store in Saudi Arabia. Acqua de Gio is one of my favourite perfumes. The first time I sprayed it on my body, I’ m already in love with this fragrance. I always received good compliments on how good I smell. It’s definitely a crowd pleaser . It is strong enough for people to smell from a distance and lasts pretty long. It’s one of the best, an awesome one!

For a starter, Acqua de Gio blends fresh note of melon and pear with an armful of hyacinth, jasmine, rose and lily. At the base, a wake of musk and sandalwood caress the senses with sensuality and serenity. Acqua de Gio is crisp and cool, it’s a bracing oceanic fragrance for men.

Love Always

Love always inspires us,

To do things that are positive

Love always protects,

And preserve its integrity

Love always trusts,

And assure us of confidence

Love always hopes,

And gives us tomorrow

Love always persevere,

And gives us endurance

Love always forgive,

And keep our faith strong

Love always sacrifice,

And makes our heart grows

Love always stay,

And keeps our strength flows

Everyday

Everyday, I see people around me

Walking so fast, they don't care of my situation

Talking so loud, they won't listen to my position

They care about themselves but not of my condition.

Everyday, I feel grief about my nation

Violence, greed, and lots of corruption

That is widespread and without compassion

Even in the streets of realization

Everyday, I hear different kind of sounds

That creates inflection of expressive emotions

Sound of silence and sound of laughter

That clings on this world that cater

Everyday, is a world of fascination

Dreams that hold on to my imagination

Colors of living, colors of existence

Transcending in the course of life

Everyday, I wish I could be there

In a celestial state, that is free of worry

In a state of enjoying my personal freedom

Without restrictions and domination

Everyday, is a wonderful life

A process of learning, a process of education

To live in accordance with one's definition

And to share the force of mutual affection.

Immortal Love

Everyday is a day of happiness

Never been dull, never been colorless

With all your glory that gives light on my way

Will forever be shining on my very day.

Since you came into my life

Rainbows' hues are always on my sight

It seems like there's always morning

That never ceases into fading.

You are a gift to my existence

Because you are always there to relish me

The goodness of your teachings

Is a powerful guide to my well being.

In times of a stormy weather

You strengthen the foundation of my soul

You give me a strong refuge

That only you can offer.

I'm grateful you are always there

Without you I have no strength

You are the very essence of my consciousness

The will, the mind, that binds us into oneness.

Dear Jesus Christ, you are my love

Bestow me your body and share it to my flesh

I want to feel you, I want to die on you

Your love is immortal, a love that is very true.