Loneliness

Feeling low and alone. I hope I can handle everything.

Silence and Loneliness Becomes One

Night time falls.  Silence and loneliness becomes one again.

Loneliness

Loneliness adds beauty to life.

It puts a special burn on sunsets and makes night air smell better.

-Henry Rollins-

Wish I Could

Lots of pain and loneliness
This life of mine seems meaningless
Nobody cares, nobody dares
Wish I could have your happiness

Alone in the park, waiting for someone
Whom I can talk and partake my dreams
To share my feelings, my innermost thoughts
To listen with me and my life's history

Wish I could have all the key, of life's beautiful story
So I can live my life without to worry
To hold your hands and give me sympathy
Embrace my wholeness and warm my body

Wish I could be with you forever
So I will never cry and surrender
Someone I can love and be together
Until I die and at the end of time

Wish I could reach the rainbows end
So I can find the pot of joy that is God's send
The joy I'm longing to be with me
Forever and ever in a lifetime journey

Alone (Again)

I can't go out of this darkness
Now that I'm alone
Waiting for someone to rescue me
From the solitude of my existence

I feel the emptiness
Void of sentiment
Absence of colors
My life has to offer

Wanting to be love
But nowhere to be found
Tears flowing, crying for help
Deep inside I'm really hurt

Taken by my time
The silence is only mine
Alone in the stillness
Of my own subsistence

Shadow of My Soul

As I walk through the shadows of time
I never thought this life of mine
Complicated, full of struggles and sorrow
I had realized that I need a life of joy to borrow

The loneliness that I feel
In the darkness of my solitude
Nobody knows the pain that I bear
In my world that is so hard to explain

Wounds in my heart that needs to be heal
So deep, so hurtful, and so real
That cuts in the threshold of my flesh
And invades to my soul of sadness

The searching continues to hound
As the shadows of my soul abound
To the chamber of misery and despair
That grips to the inner self of solitaire

Somebody

I'm alone, nestled in a world of solitude
Longing ....
I want somebody
Who will understand me ....
Somebody ... I can cry on
Who will embrace my situation ...
Somebody ... I can share to
My laughter and my sorrow ....
Somebody ... who will love me
Forever ... and unconditionally